On the Road to Somewhere

Posted in Vicious Diary with tags , , , , , , , , , on October 6, 2009 by wickedmike
Bus for someone going somewhere

Bus for someone going somewhere

1630:

21 guns aren’t saluting my imminent farewell to my beloved Durban (loved not for it’s blackened heart but for it’s familiarity). Instead, too loud R & B sings about nothing. I should hate it. Afterall, an anthem like ‘Highway to Hell’ or the ‘Road to Nowhere’ would better suit the moment and my cynical self. Yet words about “nothing” may be entirely appropriate  for my lack of possessions, the life i’ve discarded and the final destination i’m unaware of.

Let the adventure or misadventure begin…but does “nothing’ have to be so fucking loud?

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The Earth's beautiful vagina opens for the day

The Earth's beautiful vagina opens for the day

1145:

It was 19hrs crammed into a bus that soon reeked of African sweat and Pink Panther farts. We, the 90 or so, resigned ourselves to our mobile jail. Thankfully, black toddlers are so much better behaved than their spoilt, white counterparts.

Cultures seperate too often so when i discovered i was only 1 of 2 pale skins aboard (the other infinitely sexier but too many seats removed for benefit), i feared boredom would kill me after the overhead lights proved too dim to finish the novel, Clive Barker’s inventively, otherworldly, Abarat. But Sive (i hope that was her name) dispelled my negativity and proved to be a wonderful black companion whose scope as an intelligent, warm woman belied my prejudgement of her position as a mechanic if i’d chosen to prejudge. Coincidentally, she worked in Pietermaritzburg, a temporary city i’d walked out of my life before returning to sinful Durban.

I twinged with uncomfortableness when she asked for my number before debarking at a studious town just before dawn. My only answer could be “no”. Where’s the place for friendship in this future uncertain?

All That is Left Behind

Posted in Vicious Diary with tags , , , , on October 6, 2009 by wickedmike
Friday – September 25 – 2009:
View from hotel being renovated

View from hotel being renovated

The first night found me in a hotel room with no option of breakfast, no shower door, a pixellated TV and walls that ensured that i wasn’t alone. Nevertheless, i sucked in the salty air with satisfaction, adding it to dissatisfied thought.

Wet streets welcomed minimal sleep and the morning. ‘Coincidences’ bumped me into 4 main people from my past of which one resulted in me spending 3 nights with Grif and Shel on the Bluff in Durban, alongside the suburb where a plane crashed yesterday. I ate too much, encouraging them too.

The beautiful, yet wet, long walk i took alone

The beautiful, yet wet, long walk i took alone

Each day is the start of the rest of our lives. Mine in particular at this moment. The newspaper appropriately offered Paul Beatty’s, “If all the world’s a stage, i want to operate the trap door.” Today i leave most that is familiar, taking with me that which bursts inside…

The Broken Gate

Posted in The First Party with tags , , , , , on June 5, 2009 by wickedmike

Torn paint dressed the fence that hung the broken gate
The broken gate witnessed the death-throe plants
The death-throe plants kept company with nicotine dregs
Nicotine dregs grew from hands above pitted concrete
Pitted concrete bore memories of lost revellers
Lost revellers were lost in a day’s pain and liquor
A day’s pain and liquor were birthed in a dirty tummy
A dirty tummy reminded of nocturnal, loving sperm
Nocturnal, loving sperm screamed from needful things
Needful things lived in the home with the broken gate.

Even Humans Explode!

Posted in Party of One with tags , , , , , , , , , on May 21, 2009 by wickedmike

I fell into the sky
when it opened
I so love being wet
and, for a while,
being part of geography;
cold yet safe,
vacuumed yet liberated,
one part in billions…

…surprisingly alive

I am a cloud taxiing
on a runway called Earth
I’m an ironic
clarity of consciousness
for i’ve no idea
where i’ll be next
I’m just a raindrop
waiting quietly to explode!

A Paedophile Rhyme

Posted in Vicious Diary with tags , , , , on May 17, 2009 by wickedmike

He saw a lion at dawn just above the lawn
The children hadn’t stopped and so got gobbled up
But the window told the truth that the bubble
was a man-that-was-a-predator so uncouth.

Wicked World Wild

Posted in Party of One with tags , , , , , , , , , , , on May 3, 2009 by wickedmike

Awoke this evening to a wicked world wild,
gave my daily prayer to rock ‘n roll
and drowned my tongue with beer
Maybe today’s the date to die,
lovingly enveloped in a lover’s skin
Maybe I’ll see eternity in a pool table;
like it, want it … or not
It’s a dark get-up-and-go
from the prince of let-go;
a flow to the rhythm at a corner bar
and difficulties called people
Books, breasts and beer sucked by straw,
I desire and much more
Not the tea cup’s determined wisdom
(just questions married to answers)
If I fly,
will I kill
everything that joins me, makes me?
Will I be anything other than someone else’s question?